ok so i haven't updated this tine in a while. So what has been new with me. Lets see. Well, school is going pretty good but I really can't wait for it to be over. I registered for next semeter and I am taking 3 classes plus my senior project (my 40 pg paper for graduation). I'm taking Journalism senior seminar, traditional china and social persepective of developemental psychology. Not to mention that I am more than likely taking a class at WCC this summer called Problems in Pollution. I just have to get through one more year and then I am offically done with school for the rest of my life. Scary but amazing

I'm still working at the movie theater. I tolerate it. Qhehnya may we working there for the summer with me and that is amazing. I never get to see her so I am thrilled to work with her hehe

I'm leaving for vacation in 5 days. *YAY*. I'm going to Myrtle Beach, South Carolina and I am so excited its not even funny. I've never been there but it sounds awesome. Then again, anything other than Yonkers is pretty good.

At the end of May I am going to Ocean City, MD  again. Going with Lisa L and Qhehnya for an evil trio reuinion. It will be just like the good old days when we were 13. Yay lol.

oh yay i get to go home now!

omg now the coming attractions for Reba are talking about Vegas...

I want to go to sleep but then again i don't....its prob a good idea though. sleeping will save me from thinking..then again ill prob just dream about it lol

Why is it that when the last thing that I want to think about is Vegas and how SOMEONE is going there tomorrow and I'm not exactly happy that I won't see SOMEONE for like a week ....everything is about Vegas. I'm wathching Will and Grace..They are in Vegas. Seaches for Ballys Total Fitness in google, came up with an add for a casino in vegas. In class...talking about people getting married in vegas. damn lol

Yeah i mean it really not that big of a deal i'm just a stupid girl who can't seem to stop liking someone. what else is new

ok im done with my rant for now...

im kinda hoping he doesn't have the link to this journal...lol

The next week or so are going to be incredibly long for me. So much going on in my life and in my head I guess you could say.

I have class at 6:30. Not in the mood to go but im glad we are going to get out early today. oh the benefits of being in a class full of music majors when they have to go to a performance hehe.

i can't wait for this kitchen construction to end.

WCC just e-mailed me back. I'm trying to plan my summer class. I think I may be taking "Science and Surviving" there from May 22-June 22. Not bad 3 credits and hopefully Greg will take the class with me! I don't like going to classes where I don't know anyone haha

So if anyone needs a science class and wants to take it in the summer let me know

I found this survey rather interesting and i sugguest you read it

do you...

:x: wish you could live somewhere else: sometimes but overall I like it here
:x: think about suicide: No
:x: believe in online dating: Its not if i believe in it or not its just not for me
:x: think others find you attractive: ask them
:x: want more piercings: nope im good for now
:x: like cleaning: Sometimes
:x: like roller coasters: Not really
:x: write in cursive or print: Usually print
:x: last talked to: My Dad
:x: last thought of: Someone
:x: last showered: today
:x: last cut your nails: a few days ago
:x: last did laundry: yesterday
:x: last hugged a tree: i dont know
:x: last watched anime: never
:x: last prayed: today

for or against…
:x: long distant relationships: Depends on the person
:x: killing people: Against
:x: teenage smoking: do w/e u want but i think its gross
:x: driving drunk: Against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships: For but not for me
:x: soap operas: against i dont like them

have you…
:x: ever cried over a boy: Yes
:x: ever been in a fist fight: No
:x: ever been arrested: No
:x: ever had a friend die: No
:x: ever dated a cousin: Def not lol
:x: ever used a gun: Yes
:x: ever frenched kiss: Yes
:x: ever finished a puzzle: Yes
:x: ever got surgery: No
:x: ever got beat up: No
:x: ever hated someone: Yes
:x: ever made a huge mistake: nothing major
:x: ever tried any drugs: No
:x: ever jogged a mile: Yes
:x: ever played w/ someone’s feelings: Maybe without realizing it
:x: ever had feelings for someone younger than you: I don't think so

what..
:x: shoes do you wear: depends on my outfit
:x: are you scared of: missing chances
:x: do you sleep in: a t shirt or tank top and pants
:x: did you eat for lunch: today I had lunch at PF Changs.
:x: is love: I would't know

number…
:x: of times I have had my heart broken?: None just been messsed up a few times
:x: of hearts I have broken?: None that I know of
:x: of girls I have kissed?: None
:x: of boys I have kissed?: Not a lot
:x: of guys/girls you've rejected?: A lot lol wow that sounds bad but its true lol
:x: of drugs you taken: None
:x: of accidents you been in: minor ones only
:x: of people you lean on?: a few
:x: of people you broke up with?: 0

do you think you are…
:x: pretty: Sure
:x: funny: Yeah
:x: hot: Eh
:x: friendly: Yes
:x: ugly: No
:x: loveable: Sure
:x: caring: Yes
:x: dorky: def
:x: cocky: No
:x: girly: Yes
:x: boyish: no
:x: smart: enough
:x: pimp: No
:x: angel: No
:x: gangster: No
:x: God: um no

favorite…
:x: FOUR letter word: Food lol i dunno
:x: comedian: Dane Cook
:x: candy: Dark Chocolate and twizzlers
:x: cartoon: none
:x: cereal: Cinnamon Life
:x: chewing gum: Orbit
:x: day of week: Depends on the Week. Saturdays are usually good
:x: least fave day: Thursday and Friday
:x: jello flavor: I don't like jello
:x: summer/winter: Summer
:x: trampolines or swimming pools: Pools but both lol

Last person who/that...
:x: slept in your bed: Me
:x: saw you cry: My Dad
:x: made you cry: Wasn't a person. The last the I cried was when I thought i lost my wallet
:x: you went to the movies with: my friends
:x: yelled at you: Prob my parents
:x: sent an email to: Kerri

have you ever…
:x: said "i love you" and meant it?: I dont say it unless i mean it
:x: gone out in public in your pajamas?: Yea
:x: kept a secret from everyone?: Yes
:x: cried during a movie?: Yea
:x: ever at anytime owned new kids on the block?: a doll and a tape
:x: planned your week based on the TV Guide?: no
:x: been on stage?: Many times
:x: been to New York? Consitiering I live in NY yes
:x: been to California?: No
:x: been to Florida?: Yes
:x: Hawaii?: No
:x: China?: No
:x: Canada?: No. We never did plan that trip lol
:x: Europe?: No
:x: what time is it now?: 12:55 AM
:x: apples or bananas?: I liek both
:x: blue or red?: blue
:x: walmart or target?: Target
:x: spring or fall?: Fall
:x: what are you gonna do after you finish this?: watch a movie and go to sleep

:x: what was the last meal you ate?: Chicken cutlets
:x: are you bored?: Yep
:x: last noise you heard?: the movie thats on my tv
:x: last smell you sniffed?: my lotion it smells good
:x: last time you went out of state/province?: HuMm I don't know. I haven't left NY in a while
:x: last car ride: today home from work

friendship/love…
:x: do you believe in love at first sight?: no
:x: do you want children one day & if so, how many?: Yeah i want to have kids. 2-4. Who knows really
:x: most important thing to you in a friendship is?: Trust

random stuff…
:x: criminal record?: None
:x: do you speak any other languages?: Some Spanish and some Italian
:x: name some of your favorite things in your bedroom: My bed, my computer, all my movies/music, all my notebooks of stuff ive written, pics of me and my friends
:x: worst feeling in the world?: Being alone
:x: whom do you love: Everyone

your…
:x: nickname(s): Shan, Shanner, Shanaenae, Shananana etc
:x: initials: SMM
:x: how old do you look?: Def younger than I am
:x: how old do you act? I'd say 20
:x: glasses/contacts?: Glasses
:x: braces: No
:x: do you have any pets?: A dog and fish
:x: you get embarrassed?: Sure
:x: what upsets you?: People

SCHOOl
:x: best subject- Journalism
:x: worst subject- Math
:x: what do you like most about it- other than seeing my friends NOTHING
:x: whats the name of the school- SUNY Purchase
:x: whats the school mascot- Panthers
:x:school colors- Is it bad htat I don't know
:x: how long has it been a school- I don't know
:x: are you popular there- Nope no one knows me
:x: are there a lot of hot people- no
:x: whos your favorite teacher- I dont really have one
:x: least favorite- dont have one
:x: what time does the school end and start: Depends on the day . its college

LAST THiNG YOU
:x: bought- Lunch
:x: wore- my work clothes
:x: ate- cantelope
:x: drank- water
:x: smelled- my lotion
:x: touched- Keyboard
:x: saw- my comp screen
:x: watched- watching "Maid in Manhattan"
:x: yelled at- I dont know
:x: stole- nothing
:x; took a picture of- Hot men with my friends at TSH lol
:x: played- i dunno
:x: wrote- some lyrics when i got home from work
:x: typed- This
:x: read- my psychology text book
:x: made fun of- this annoying girl fomr school lol
:x: pissed on- Um no one
:x: did on the computer- This

LoVe LiFe-
:x; you love//like alot: Yup I def. like someone
:x: who was your last boyfriend/girlfriend: Um no one really
:x: who was the last boy/girl you kissed: Ah that was too long ago
:x: who was the last boy/girl you hugged: I dunno...i forget
:x:how long have you been with your boyfriend/girlfriend: dont have a bf
:x;how long have you liked this person: the person i like? Oh for a while
:x: what is your best memorie with this person: lots of silly things

So I'm just gunna do a short recap/post before I go to sleep.

Back at school now. Hating it of course. Actually this semester isnt too bad so far. I just don't like being a journalism major who doesn't want to be a journalist but what else is new. My classes are hard. Lots of work. Thats college I guess. But w/e. It will all be worth it in May 2007 when I leave that campus with a my degree.

Last Saturday was Alexis's 21st birthday. Happy B-day Alexis. I think I enjoyed her bday more than she did though lol. We went to a "show" called Times Square Hunks in the city. HOLY SHIT lol. Nearly naked men all over us. Enough said lol. It was so much fun. Sounds trashy when I'm writing this but I swear it was cool haha. Absolutly hysterical. And I was loving how I showed the bouncer my id which clearly states in big red writing that I am under 21..but he puts a bracelt on me ( and my friends) and says "this is so you can drink"....Those Cosmos were amazing lol. Seriously we keep saying that it was the best night of our lives. Def. a night to remember.

Sunday morning it was back to reality. Spent Sat night at Alexis and Jens house and got to wake up to my friends *YAY* and then realize that me and Jen had to go to work for the rest of the day *boo* lol No work is good I guess. As good as can be expected. I swear the only reasons I'm there is b.c I like getting paid (5 cents above min. wage. gotta love it lol) and my friends there are pretty cool lol.

So once Jen and I stopped just saying "OMG i cant beleive we did that" at work Sunday. It was back to reality. Yelling about how we hate Valenitnes day and our lives suck hehe

I really do hate Valentines day though. Probably because I have never had a good one in my life. Something always goes wrong or should I say nothing ever happens. And where does it look like I will be spending this Valentines. At my job scooping popcorn. Oh come on now...you know you are jealous.


My away message at the moment:

I'm not just gonna stand around,
Waiting for my lips to be read,
falling through the cracks in the ground,
my feelings need to be said
- Michelle Branch


Def describes what is going on in my head right now. I hate standing around but its all that I seem to have been doing lately. I wish I had the guts to change it. One day I'm just gunna have enough and say something. I really hope that day comes soon because I have been waiting around with my mouth shut for way too long...and most days i dont understand why i have been waiting in the first place...

bed time...

This survey is missing some and stuff but w/e

Bold what applies..

I have...

0324. Smoked.
0325. Drank alcohol.
0326. Cried when someone died.
0327. Been drunk.
0329. Been to a concert.
0331. Been verbally sexually harassed.
0332. Verbally sexually harassed somebody.
0333. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
0334. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
0335. Been to prom.
0336. Cried at school.
0337. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
0338. Went streaking.
0339. Given a lap dance.
0340. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.
0341. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
0342. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
0343. Kissed a stranger.
0344. Hugged a stranger.
0345. Went scuba diving.
0346. Driven a car.
0347. Gotten an xray.
0348. Hit by a car.
0349. Had a party.
0350. Done drugs.
0351. Played strip poker.
0352. Got paid to strip for someone.
0353. Ran away from home.
0354. Broken a bone.
0355. Eaten sushi.
0356. Bought porn.
0357. Watched porn.
0358. Made porn.
0359. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
0360. Been in love.
0361. French kissed.
0362. Laughed so hard you cried.
0363. Cried yourself to sleep.
0364. Laughed yourself to sleep.
0365. Stabbed yourself.
0366. Shot a gun.
0367. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
0368. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
0369. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
0370. Watched an animal die.
0371. Watched a person die.
0372. Pranked somebody.
0373. Put somebody in the hospital.
0374. Snuck out.
0375. Kissed somebody of the same sex.
0376. Dressed punk.
0377. Dressed goth.
0378. Dressed preppy.
0379. Been to a motocross race.
0380. Avoided somebody.
0381. Been stalked.
0382. Stalked someone.
0383. Met a celebrity.
0384. Played an instrument.
0385. Ridden a horse.
0386. Cut yourself.
0387. Bungee jumped.
0388. Ding dong ditched somebody.
0389. Got caught stealing something.
0390. Kicked a guy in the balls.
0391. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
0392. Went out with your friend's crush.
0393. Got arrested.
0394. Been pregnant.
0395. Babysat.
0396. Been to another country.
0397. Started your house on fire.
0398. Had an encounter with a ghost.
0399. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
0400. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
0401. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
0402. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
0403. Sat on your ass all day.
0404. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
0405. Had a job.
0406.Gotten cut from a sports team.
0407. Been called a whore.
0408. Danced like a whore.
0409. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
0410. Been in a car accident.
0411. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
0412. Been told you have beautiful hair.
0413. Raped somebody.
0414. Danced in the rain.
0415. Been rejected.
0416. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
0417. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
0418. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
0419. Swam with wild dolphins
0420. Climbed a mountain
0421. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
0422. Been inside the Great Pyramid
0423. Held a tarantula
0424. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
0425. Said "I love you" and meant it
0426. Hugged a tree
0427. Done a striptease
0428. Bungee jumped
0429. Visited Paris
0430. Watched a lightning storm at sea
0431. Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise
0432. Seen the Northern Lights
0433. Gone to a huge sports game
0434. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
0435. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
0436. Touched an iceberg
0437. Slept under the stars
0438. Changed a baby's diaper
0439. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
0440. Watched a meteor shower
0441. Gotten drunk on champagne
0442. Given more than you can afford to charity
0443. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
0444. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
0445. Had a food fight
0446. Bet on a winning horse
0447. Taken a sick day when you're not ill
0448. Asked out a stranger
0449. Had a snowball fight
0450. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
0451. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
0452. Held a lamb
0453. Enacted a favorite fantasy
0454. Taken a midnight skinny dip
0455. Taken an ice cold bath
0456. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
0457. Seen a total eclipse
0458. Ridden a roller coaster
0459. Hit a home run
0460. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
0461. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
0462. Adopted an accent for an entire day
0463. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
0464. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
0465. Had two hard drives for your computer
0466. Visited all 50 states
0467. Loved your job for all accounts
0468. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
0469. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
0470. Had amazing friends
0471. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
0472. Watched wild whales
0473. Stolen a sign
0474. Backpacked in Europe
0475. Taken a road-trip
0476. Rock climbing
0477. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice
0478. Midnight walk on the beach
0479. Sky diving
0480. Visited Ireland
0481. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
0482. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
0483. Visited Japan
0484. Benchpressed your own weight
0485. Milked a cow
0486. Alphabetized your records
0487. Pretended to be a superhero
0488. Sung karaoke
0489. Lounged around in bed all day
0490. Posed nude in front of strangers
0491. Scuba diving
0492. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
0493. Kissed in the rain
0494. Played in the mud
0495. Played in the rain
0496. Gone to a drive-in theater
0497. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it
0498. Visited the Great Wall of China
0499. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
0500. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
0501. Started a business
0502. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
0503. Toured ancient sites
0504. Taken a martial arts class
0505. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
0506. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
0507. Gotten married
0508. Been in a movie Alexis's movie lol
0509. Crashed a party
0510. Loved someone you shouldn't have
0511. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
0512. Gotten divorced
0513. Had sex at the office
0514. Gone without food for 5 days
0515. Made cookies from scratch
0516. Won first prize in a costume contest
0517. Ridden a gondola in Venice
0518. Gotten a tattoo
0519. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
0520. Rafted the Snake River
0521. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
0522. Got flowers for no reason
0523. Masturbated in a public place
0524. Got so drunk you don't remember anything
0525. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
0526. Performed on stage
0527. Been to Las Vegas
0528. Recorded music
0529. Eaten shark
0530. Had a one-night stand
0531. Gone to Thailand
0532. Seen Siouxsie live
0533. Bought a house
0534. Been in a combat zone
0535. Buried one/both of your parents
0537. Been on a cruise ship
0538. Spoken more than one language fluently
0539. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
0540. Bounced a check
0541. Performed in Rocky Horror
0542. Read - and understood - your credit report
0543. Raised children
0544. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
0545. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour part of a tour
0546. Created and named your own constellation of stars
0547. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
0548. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
0549. Called or written your Congress person
0550. Had them write back
0551. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
0552. ... more than once?
0553. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
0554. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
0555. Had an abortion or your female partner did
0556. Had plastic surgery
0557. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived
0558. Wrote articles for a large publication
0559. Lost over 100 pounds
0560. Held someone while they were having a flashback
0561. Piloted an airplane
0562. Petted a stingray
0563. Broken someone's heart
0564. Helped an animal give birth
0565. Been fired or laid off from a job
0566. Won money on a TV game show
0567. Broken a bone
0568. Killed a human being
0569. Gone on an African photo safari
0570. Ridden a motorcycle
0571. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph
0572. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
0573. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
0574. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
0575. Ridden a horse
0576. Had major surgery
0577. Had sex on a moving train
0578. Had a snake as a pet
0579. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
0580. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
0581. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
0582. Visited more foreign countries than US states
0583. Visited all 7 continents
0584. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
0585. Eaten kangaroo meat
0586. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
0587. Been a sperm or egg donor
0588. Eaten sushi
0589. Had your picture in the newspaper
0590. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
0591. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
0592. Gotten someone fired for their actions
0593. Gone back to school
0594. Parasailed
0595. Changed your name
0596. Petted a cockroach
0597. Eaten fried green tomatoes
0598. Read The Iliad
0599. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
0600. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them..
0601. ... and gotten 86'ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
0602. Taught yourself art from scratch
0603. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
0605. Skipped all your school reunions
0606. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
0607. Been elected to public office
0608. Written your own computer language
0609. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
0610. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
0611. Built your own PC from parts
0612. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
0613. Had a booth at a street fair
0614. Dyed your hair
0615. Been a DJ
0616. Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
0617. Written your own role playing game
0618. Been arrested
0619. use emoticons while instant messaging people.
0620. post a bunch of pictures of my friends and myself on my livejournal.
0621. have laughed so hard that I pissed myself.
0622. learn from my mistakes.
0623. wear safety pins on my shirts, pants, jackets, etc.
0624. love stationery, but never write on it because it's too pretty.
0625. listen to STYX.
0626. The door to my bedroom must be closed at ALL TIMES.
0627. see a psychiatrist.
0628. don't drink enough water.
0629. enjoy playing basketball.
0630. am a sucessful individual.
0631. do not know how to knit.
0632. prefer blondes to brunettes.
0633. have lost a loved one.
0634. still unsure as to what my future career will be.
0635. am unsure about my relationships.
0636. love to take quizzes and surveys.
0637. want to have more than three children.
0638. burn cds for myself and my friends.
0639. One of my friends has commited suicide.
0640. have seen one of my friends today.
0641. do not eat dinner.
0642. absolutely despise math.
0643. want my MTV.
0644. would like to live alone.
0645. have my own unique style.
0646. have met at least one important person online.
0647. do not smoke.
0648. eat bacon on a regular basis.
0649. often play video-games.
0650. learn from my parents' mistakes.
0651. could be a role-model.
0652. cannot draw.
0653. am not overweight.
0654. can hold a conversation.
0655. try really hard to stand out from the crowd.
0665. sometimes just don't feel like talking to my boyfriend/girlfriend.
0666. sleep for roughly eight hours every night.
0667. am straight-edge.
0668. like to run.
0669. partake in a lot of volunteer work.
0670. love to play Solitaire.
0671. enjoy reading non-fiction.
0672. hate sports
0673. have completed my holiday shopping.
0674. love the smell of fire.
0675. love to eat candy.
0676. dislike the girls at my school who wear lots of pink and are considered "popular."
0677. listen to Queen.
0678. have a set of colored pencils on my desk.
0679. am considered "popular" at my school.
0680. play poker well.
0681. have grown up a little too early.
0682. I dance in my underwear.
0683. I am 18 or over.
0684. I am 17 or younger.
0685. I enjoy long walks on the beach.
0686. I enjoy short walks on the beach.
0687. I don't like the beach or just don't go.
0688. I love music.
0689. I enjoy sushi.
0690. I like Chinese food.
0691. I like to shop.
0692. I like buying music CDs or DVDs.
0693. I like burning music CDs or DVDs instead of buying them.
0694. I am currently sick.
0695. I am currently in good health.
0696. I have a disease.
0697. I like watching TV.
0698. I hate watching TV.
0699. I like finding out about new bands, popular or not.
0700. I don't care if an Artist or Band is mainstream, I like what I like, not because everyone else does or doesn't.
0701. I like lemonade.
0702. I am on a diet.
0703. Diets are stupid.
0704. I am fat.
0705. I am skinny.
0706. I don't really care what I am, like me for what I am or don't like me at all.
0707. My nose is running.
0708. I can't wait for Christmas.
0709. I liked Thanksgiving.
0710. I like playing Video Games.
0711. I have someone who is adopted in my family.
0712. I am an Aunt.
0713. I am an Uncle.
0714. I am a Mother.
0715. I am a Father.
0716. Kids aren't for me.
0717. One day I hope to get married.
0718. I really can't ever picture myself getting married.
0719. I am currently single.
0720. I am currently in a relationship.
0721. I have had my heart broken.
0722. I am in love with someone who doesn't know I exist.
0723. I hate myself.
0724. I hate my life.
0725. I love sleep.
0726. I hate sleep.
0727. I go to school.
0728. I go to college.
0729. I argue with my family alot.
0730. My family never argues.
0731. I think my parents are going to get a divorse.
0732. My parents are happy.
0733. I think one of my parents may be having an affair.
0734. I love animals.
0735. I hate animals.
0736. I am allergic to cats.
0737. Sweets are okay sometimes, but not on a daily basis.
0738. I am scared of my Mom or Dad sometimes.
0739. I've never been hit or spanked in my whole entire life.
0740. I've been hit once or twice.
0741. I can draw well.
0742. I can't draw good at all.
0743. I love school.
0744. I don't have many friends.
0745. I have so many friends, I forget their names sometimes.
0746. I am an only child.
0747. I take care of myself.
0748. I could care less about bathing or smelling good.
0749. I have lots of shoes.
0750. Who cares about brands, whatever shoes feel comfortable I'll wear.
0751. I get picked on alot.
0752. I like boys.
0753. I like girls.
0754. I like both.
0755. I like my culture.
0756. I don't really know much about my culture.
0757. I love watching movies at home.
0758. I love going to the movie theater to see movies.
0759. Either way doesn't matter to me.
0760. I have over 100 CDs or DVDs.
0761. I have braces.
0762. I wear glasses.
0763. I have perfect 20/20 vision.
0764. I use Yahoo! Messenger.
0765. I use Yahoo! E-mail.
0766. I use AIM.
0767. I use AOL E-mail.
0768. I use G-Mail.
0769. I use MSN.
0770. I use Hotmail.
0771. I use ICQ.
0772. My journal is friends only.
0773. My journal is free for everyone to view.
0774. I've lost touch with my friends.
0775. My friends are as close as can be.
0776. I have asthma
0777. I broke my collar bone when I was a baby
0778. I have passed out 5 times in my life from drinking
0779. I obsess over everything.
0780. I rock back and forth when I'm nervous.
0781. I still don't have any idea what I want to do when I'm older.
0783. I don't take medications but I probably should.
0784. More than anything else in the world - I love seeing people laugh.
0785. I wish I wasn't an EC musician.
0786. I was born in Akron, Ohio.
0787. I have a really hard time trusting people.
0788. I love my best friends more than I love any other person.
0789. I love sleeping past noon.
0790. My birthday is September 20th.
0791. I think drugs are stupid but I did them anyway.
0792. I dislike myself.
0793. I make a lot of mistakes.
0794. I have a messy room.
0795. I see things in a different perspective.
0796. I want to live with my best friends in a weird painted apartment filled with our weird personalities
0797. I hated high school
0798. I very rarely have to pee.
0799. I am a night owl.
0800. I care about people more than they realize.
0801. I am heartbroken.
0802. I love movies.
0803. I wish I was an orphan.
0804. I have a sore back.
0805. It bugs me when people are stubborn. Even though I am.
0806. I try to forgive but never forget.
0807. I love you.
0808. I really enjoy thoughtful gifts, even if they cost nothing.
0809. I love surprises.
0810. I think that the drinking age should be 80.
0811. I love Heaven, even though I haven't been there yet
0812. I get along with boys much better than girls.
0813. I hate awkward silences.
0814. I love when people think I'm weird.
0815. I love my friends.
0816. I wish I was a better person.
0817. I can't stand being stared at.
0818. I'm not as happy as people think I am.
0819. I'm easy to please.
0820. My dreams are messed up.
0821. I rarely show my true emotions.
0822. I have done the Las Ketchup dance before.
0823. Friends have fallen for me.
0824. I have a few best friends.
0825. I can make people laugh.
0826. I love many different kinds of music
0827. I never express my feelings to people.
0828. I'm too self-critical.

Happy New Year everyone

Gunna keep this one short. I had an awesome new year. got my schedule changed at work so i left at 8. Lisa C, Alexis and Jenn came over for midnight. Lisa L came soon after. Had a few too many drinks but what can I say..those seabreeses were good lol. Stayed up with Lisa L after everyone else went to sleep and watched the goonies. i really need to see that movie when im sober lol. Interesting cramming evereyone in my room. Lisa you can sleep with me anytime ...excepy u def kicked me a lot lol. I seem to remember lying in my bed and telling Lisa that i felt like i was floating lol. Oh yeah and trying to prove to lisa i could walk in a straight line at the top of my stairs...when i def. couldnt lol. So basically i was an awesome new year and iw as so happy to spend it wiht some of my favorite people

I have a new years resolution: to do things i normally wouldn't do. we'll see how that works